Really?

It's lonely... :( I hear: oh you're a perfect guy...but you must be taken or too good to be true...really I'm just lonely. I don't have many friends...that's just how I am. I don't let many people into my world. I'm trying to think now if I have any friends...
I try to help my friends from class study...but they just get pissed when I do well and they don't. They don't want me in the study group anymore...I'm even more lonely now. My best friend and companion is gone; why she had to go I don't know....just "one of those things" i guess.
I don't fit in...couldn't if i tried. I stick out like a sore thumb all the time. I'm smart, I'm funny...well maybe more in an odd quirky way, I'm attractive, artistic, musical, and I just don't fit in.
I'm doing well though. Doing great in school; awesome in clinicals -- people request me! Getting a new job soon. People think of me as a great guy, and I am -- but people just don't get close...or stay close.
I'm lonely tonight and I really miss you...you made me feel like I belonged :(